30.4.06

Welcome to the retroactive end.




Do you ever have any bizarre thoughts?

Would you ever tell your doctor you did?

Before I left for
China I went to see mine on the subject of a minor twinge in my back, and for some reason fell off topic and on to psychology

I was once told by a friend that she had assumed all women were lesbians until she learnt that she was an aberration.

If you can picture how alone and exposed she must have felt having lived under the certain safety that everyone was thinking and desiring the same things as her, then you have some idea of how I felt.

The way everything is phrased so far, it makes it seem like I was a 18 year old just realising I was gay. This isn't the case.

I was under the apparently mistaken impression that everyone fantasised about violently killing people that displeased them.

How long had I been sleeping?

Isaac wrote this